Against Logic

Back in the age of sixteen I wrote an essay with the name "Against Logic". This essay was comprised of four parts:
1) Man the Rebel
2) Man the Devil
3) Man the Lord
4) Against Logic
Here, I've chosen some sentences from each part:

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He was breaking the balance . He had begun to think! To have something for himself; To have a dream.
"Capital punishment for this rebel! How can he say something against our determined reality" Said the Lord...
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He tamed animals. He built cities. But the fight hadn't finished yet. In fact it had become more serious, now the nature was angry. The Lord was right! Man was going to break the balance. So he gathered the generals of nature's army. "Go and Kill him! No mercy to this devilish creature , No mercy!" Shouted the Lord
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It was morning and all the troops were ready to go but the man was still in his tent. They were waiting out there for him. He never came out! They entered the tent. Yes! He had killed himself! A bloody knife was in his hand!
DEATH ! DEATH ! DEATH ! , Why?
and next to his dead body was a crumpled paper.

" I lost the game . I was defeated by myself! ... Finally I found the Lord and as I had promised I killed Him!...

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Man was buried in a far village according to his will... and these words were curved on his gravestone:
"Come together; Faith in the Lord..." ...
The cool autumn wind is blowing,
The red and yellow leaves on the ground of the tomb are looking up, holding life forever...

PS: Back then my English was terrible. So to make it understandable I made some minor grammatical corrections.

PS': I think the days I wrote "Against Logic" was pretty much the end of my philosophical instabilities!... Followed by this essay, I wrote another essay with the name "For the Glory of Life" which had a very different motif. It was the time I started loving my life.